I'll see you next year!

This is what I got from Mi-Chelle in the mail...

Sunday went to Monday to see Tuesday and ask Wednesday whether Thursday has told Friday that Saturday is New Year.

Finally it's the last week of working 11-12 hours a day! I'm glad 2005 is here...it means JS is done with his 2004's annual leave!!! *haha*

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On the other hand, the death of so many people is scary. That somehow puts a few things in line - one thing that I've been thinking for the past week was End Times.

I went to Aunty Jo's place for coffee & Boggle yesterday - we did mention about it being the End Times now and yet...what were we doing? Flexing our brain cells. Doesn't sound quite right.

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Feels all jumbled up inside. Don't know what to feel actually.

New year, new everything it seems...but the world is getting scarier by the minute. I wonder how long would it be before it's all over...*eeek!*

Busybody

The traffic back from KL yesterday was okay...until right after passing Nilai's exit. I almost knocked into the Satria in front of me because the jam was so sudden!!! As usual, I knew it would be because there was an accident somewhere along the highway but I just couldn't see where was the cause! I crawled along with the rest of the motorist for 20 minutes? I don't remember but it felt like forever. Finally, I saw the source - it was an over turned truck/lorry or something. Couldn't make it out. There was no other obstruction. Actually, the truck/lorry or something didn't even over turn on the highway itself, it went off the road...yet like all Malaysian (oh whee.), everyone slowed down to look at the accident wreck. Even the traffic on the opposite side of the road was jammed up! All for nothing. All just because everyone is a busybody. *hehe* Thereafter it was all smooth sailing...till about 5km before the Seremban exit. &*%#%$#@. Don't know what was wrong - never got to know since the jam continued to goodness knows where - I took the first exit into Seremban. Madness!! I left before 7pm and got home nearing 8.30pm...it's the longest KL-Seremban trip ever made. BAH!

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Met up with the cousins - ooo wheee!!! *hehe* It's been some time! Don't know about them but I had a great time meeting up again with them. Made me miss our usual reunions so much. Don't know why everyone wants to go to US. *sigh* Perhaps I'll go meet up with them this weekend. I realised dumb me didn't take any pictures with them!
Had dinner at Friday's - TC, Manda, Brad and I. I was late! *eeps!* I got "lost" in Subang Parade. Yes. I've not been there for so long I forget, okay! Went back to TC's house first for a while before going out to Coffee Bean at SS2. Manda said I drive like a 50 year old aunty. *haha* Okay, she didn't say that but she asked him whether I always drive so slowly, with two hands on the wheel. *ahem* I'm a safe driver, okie. And my dear baby has not gone for her first service although at this point I've clocked 1475km!!! *eeeeks!*
Went back to TC's place and whoa!! Sei gwai lo! As Manda puts it - Zach was back from his outing with his friends. After everyone got their showers, we proceeded to "thung siew" mahjong! Finished at what...about 6am? Well, we didn't play that long - just that we started at 2am. Talk about stamina! *tee hee* I've not been up for that long since...since...since...uhmm...*scratch head*...I don't recall.
Terry came with Ivy the next day with the two Goldie pups! Aiyor!! They are sooooooo fat thus they are sooooooo cute. But they peed about 3-4 times in the hall since they got to TC's place - so NOT cute. *hehe* Poor Terry - first task when he got thru the door was to mop up the pee.

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What's with candles & candle holders this Christmas, eh? I got a tealight holder (tealight inclusive *hehe*) from Su Ann, a candle in a slim glass from Rachel & Rajen, a painted glass candle holder from Aunty Jo & Uncle J, Body Shop sphere candles from Manda & Zach and Terry & Ivy (from the sets they gave me). I left the Body Shop gifts on my table and when I came home after work, a nicely scented room greeted me! *hehe* Nice, nice! Just hope I won't burn the room down!

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Christmas went past and New Year's coming soon but today at work, I was already looking at our holidays for CNY. *haha!* I would only need to take 2 days of compulsory leave - so does Jin Song. Because I don't work on Fridays and that week's Saturday, Jin Song's not working. That leaves us with Tuesday (day before CNY's first day) and our respective working days to take the "compulsory leave". Not bad. But it's even better for Jin Song because...

1. He doesn't work on Monday's.
2. Day before CNY is Tuesday.
3. Day 1 & 2 of CNY is our "public holidays" and it's on Wednesday and Thursday.
4. Friday he takes the "compulsory leave".
5. He's not working on that week's Saturday.
6. Sunday we don't work.
7. Like I said earlier, he doesn't work on Monday's.

Take two days off and you get a whole week's break. Good, isn't it? *hehe*

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Will update on Sze-Mien's birthday celebration. We went to OneU to have dinner at Italianni's? Is that how you spell it? We had dinner (serving was really big for certain dishes!)...and that was it. Working night for the rest, so didn't go anywhere else. I could only say that the highlight of the night was unfortunately not the birthday girl herself but our dear Miss Lim "messing up" the venue. When we called her, she could still give us directions on where was the restaurant in One Utama but she herself went to Mid Valley. Schweet. *rolls on floor laughing like mad hyena*

Merry Christmas

Actually, apart from my heading and the banner above, I'm not at all happy. Everything's all messed up!!!

• I completely forgot to call for a replacement for my ushering duty tomorrow. I think now Mr Chen is just going to think that I'm a very irresponsible member and would not get me "confirmed" in the ushering team. I can't believe I FORGOT!!! *whacks self* I even asked Uncle Cornelius on who to get as a replacement and I actually FORGOT! It's 10.00pm when I called Mr Chen and it's all too late to call for a replacement. This is bad!!! I can't believe I forgot!!! *whacks self again*



• I think my cousins think I'm not sincere in meeting up with them. I can't be at two places at one time! Really! It's not that I don't want to go to KL to celebrate Christmas with them. I've got to be at church at 8.30am tomorrow to get ready for our presentation. I planned to go to KL after Christmas service tomorrow - so even if I ffk my family here to go to KL, I have to come home early to prepare for tomorrow and I don't think I can take driving up and down KL for so many times in a week! I can't leave the family here either - dad's gonna kill me if I do. I've been MIA for so long. It's been a hectic December, okay. Been working long hours/working the evening shift - don't really have much choice when your colleague clears up his days off at one go, right? I've promised him in November. My cousins have been back since end of November and I've not gotten a chance to see them.



• After just less than 3 weeks getting my car, I ruddy got a ticket!!! DANG!!! I got a ticket for parking illegally at Jalan Ampang. I know it's my own fault but it's not fair!!! The rest of the cars behind me didn't get any ruddy ticket! I can't believe I'm that stupid. It's just so so so so stupid!! GAH!!! It's upsetting. All I have for Christmas this year is stupid mistakes and having to fork out more money to pay for stupid mistakes! I'm sorry I've tainted your name, FeR-bile. I've driven mom's car ever since I got my licence and NEVER! *sob!*



• The boy chose golf over me on Sunday.Nah, he didn't after all because I kicked up a big fuss. :P

Now isn't that the worst Christmas ever?

If my cousins knew I could go to KL to celebrate Sze-Mien's birthday and not see them yet...I don't know how they'd feel. I'd feel as if I didn't make enough effort or WANT to see my cousins. I'm all torn okay. I'm not bragging or trying to sound as if I'm "oh-so-in-demand" but sometimes it's just really difficult. You want to be with all of them yet you could only choose one. You try to not offend anyone or hurt anyone's feelings and try to avoid that but yet...everything goes crazy. What am I to do? I just feel like crying. This is so bad! Christmas is suppose to be a time spent with family and friends - not stressing out like this. And with all the STUPID THINGS I get myself into!

I haven't even the time to get gifts for my cousins and friends. I wrote about getting a big bag of candy? Well, I've got only a big bag of air! *bawls* GAH!!! I hate this feeling - feeling so incompetent. I don't want people to feel like I've not been thinking about them and I don't want to feel like I've being so ruddy selfish just receiving and not giving. Help!!!

I HATE THIS FEELING. I can't even begin to describe how it feels. What a way to start off Christmas - by being so full of hatred. *sigh*

I feel like a failure. I know one shouldn't judge Christmas spirit by whether one buys gifts or not but the problem is I didn't even put in time to make anything for anyone!!! I thought of things to do but it's all one big bullshit. I believe that what matters is action...and that talk is cheap. That's what I am now! Cheap! *bawls!*

I wanted to make little gifts for a few friends - didn't even send anyone any cards, let alone gifts!!! I know I'm missing the point of Christmas now but it feels terrible not to have anything to offer...

*sigh*

Do have a better Christmas than me people! Blessed day! *sniff*

Christmas Eve

Much to update but not now. Not just yet. After dinner at aunt's place maybe. No Christmas Eve "parties". Can't go to see cousins - TC sounds pissed but I can't help it. Sometimes family obligations are just...tiring. I'm torn between having a good time with cousins and obliging to aunt's invitation. And also, I think, dad's expectation. GAH! And the invite from LC and CS to par-tay at KL. *sigh*

Koh Tung

If my Cantonese "pin yin" is bad, I meant to say "Winter Solstice Festival" in Cantonese, okay. I thought I would be "tong yuin"-less this year since mom is not around to cook 'em. Surprisingly dad told me that he was going to make them...he told me this when I just came back from work and I had a tough time figuring whether work was getting to my head or he actually said he was going to make the "tong yuin". *haha!* It turned out quite okay. The funniest thing happened tho! I couldn't resist and even called mom up almost immediately!



Dad : Eh? Jenniferrrrrr?!
FeR : YA?! What is it?
Dad : Did you eat the "fatt gou"?
FeR : Hah?? No ak! I didn't eat it.
Dad : Haiya!! Kang hai sui gau sik jor! (Must be the bad dog that ate it!)
FeR : *hahahaha*

Basically my dad actually laid out a few things for the altar (well, I'm the only Christian in the family okie) and one of them was the "fatt gou" (don't know what you call it - those chinese cupcake-like thingy). He placed 3 "fatt gou" on the plate (his bad also because he left it near the edge of our dining table) and went to the hall to watch TV - he wanted to wait till 12.00am so that we could eat our "tong yuin". I was in the room all the time but this house ain't that big, yea. Could hear dad shouting for Brinkley to "come out" - at that time I didn't know Brinkley went sniffing in the kitchen. We didn't bother too much about it because Brinkley is always going around the house anyway. What's new, right?

That cheeky dog is actually quite skillful. He did not take the outer "fatt gou" that's nearest to the edge but he got the one in the inner side! How did he do it? *wonders* Perhaps when he went up on the chair, the nearest to him was the inner "fatt gou", so he gobbled it up - paper and all! Tomorrow we shall confirm whether he did eat the "fatt gou" or not because the paper will show in his poo, right?

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Anyway, I am a very impatient person. *hehe* LC came by yesterday night to pass me a gift.

If you can wait, you wait till Christmas-lah, or if you want to open now also can.

Darn! Cannot wait. *haha* Presents are just too tempting! Thank you so much for the gift, sayang! Indeed it's something that I want. I didn't voice it out but ever since Aunty Phang talked about it, I wanted to read it - to know what is it about. There are actually many books that I want to read. Everytime I read a book inspired by God, somehow I feel everything is more at peace. I'm more at peace. I'm more fired up to serve Him, to devote myself to Him. I was re-reading "Boy Meets Girl" by Joshua Harris. Made me think again about my relationship and my craving for relationship security. Yes, many may not see it but it's a struggle. Sometimes I'm okay, sometimes I'm insecure. I find that at times when I fear/become insecure is when I lose my focus on what is important. In the book by Harris, he said, "..ultimately the comfort we each longed for could come only from God." It's easier said than done but it isn't impossible. I'm still learning each and every day and I look forward to more inspirational books! *hint*
Books are never enough. *hint*
Books are not cheap these days. *hint*

*haha*

Who's free coming Saturday? Christmas! FeR will be singing a small part for "O Holy Night" - come see our Agapean choir? *hehe*

This is how you do it

This is how you goof about to make yourself feel better. Pictures taken yesterday after the "rant".


1. Test the camera and your reflection.


2. Move the camera away from face so that expression on face is seen.


3. Now try it again with a bit of smile.


4. Start with a little bit of tongue. *hehe*


5. And what's a gooFeR without the "peace sign" and cockeye?


6. *harummmmph!*


7. To end the happy event, take a look at the mood lifter.


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I learn from you, Leech! *hehe* Taking pictures of self.

*la la la*

Am a vain pot.

*la la la*

Regarding the previous post, nothing dramatic happened. It may sound like it but trust me it isn't. It may even sound silly to some. Some may call me mad, some may say, "Serves you right." Some may say, "Who asked you to be so stupid?" Some may say, "Got too much time is it?"

Okay. I don't care if people judge me as stupid or crazy. I guess I'm both.

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Yay-ness! I'm going to see those crazy girls on Wednesday as we celebrate Sze-Mien's birthday. Her birthday is on Christmas day. We are having a be-early celebration!

Aiyah! We adult ady no need to shy shy, hush hush. Just say what we going to do to celebrate lor. No need plan surprise anymore. Cincai lah!

*hehe* No-lah! Well, you could help me by telling what you want, girl! Be direct - like me. *hehe* Then again, something within my budget, please? *hehe*

She is easily surprised anyway. Although she saw two cakes last year, she didn't know that one of it was for her. She thought we got two for Jo. Right? Or did I just make that story up? *hehe*

Not according to plan

It was supposed to be special. It was supposed to be all good. It was supposed to be worth it. It was supposed to be the cherry on top of the sundae that has been nicely placed over these two days.

In the end?

It didn't feel worth it. Felt stupid. Wasn't special. Wasn't good. Wasn't happy. Wasn't appreciated. It didn't go according to plan at all.

Maybe I'm just being a whiny brat? If only you knew half the story.

On work, phone lines, relationship, car and dog.

It's been a hectic week and the phrase TGIF has never been more meaningful! Thank God (amen!) it's Friday!! Praise God I don't need to work on Fridays.
GAH! Can't believe I've got yet another week like this to go through this month. Thank goodness there's a week break between "full days' week". JS is so not getting anymore chances to take long breaks like this. I can die. Either of boredom/being lifeless/lethargy. *hehe* Plus point - I would only need to work from 4pm to 9pm next week...and it's Christmas next Saturday! There's no CG next week (and this week, too, if I'm not mistaken) and no service on Sunday (since we're having a service on Saturday). First time ever Agape has no service on Sunday - at least, since I started attending Agape.
Not very festive this year. Still no money to get gifts and no ruddy time to make any with the long hours at work! I'm broke. And typical "china-man company" pays you no earlier although it's the merry season. Oh well.

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He doesn't call the house at all. In fact, no one ever does anymore. So what's the point of having a house phone? Two lines, in fact. Why do we need two when now, even with Streamyx, we could still use the phone? The Internet line in my room is only meant for that purpose - to get connected to the Internet. I could only make local calls, yet I have no one to call. Sad isn't it? I don't get any calls on this line - only "wrong number" calls. *sigh*
When dial-up was my only internet option, I insisted that the line be installed in my room. Dad wanted it to be outside beside the two seater. Bleh! Where can? *hehe* I wanted to line to be in my room so I could go online anytime I want - with all the privacy I could get. Plus, at that time...I was still with my then boyfriend. He is from Seremban and thus, the phone came in use! I could make calls and gayut on the phone for hours, talking about practically nothing (like all young pak tor-ers) but yet still hang on to the phone just for the sake of it. It's super cheap to maintain the phone bill then because it's all local calls - and it's all at night. Cheaper rates. Woohoo!

But nooooo...I had to go get involved with someone from the neighbouring state. Someone who hasn't got a landline because apparently his brother blew up the bill making international calls to his then girlfriend. Either that or maybe it was he himself who blew up the phone bill calling his then international girlfriend. *haha* His dad decided they don't need the landline anymore - they could just manage their own mobile phones. And thus, my mobile phone bill sky rocketed and I put myself at a higher risk of whatever cancer/illness/aches using my mobile phone oh-so-often. That's one of the reason why I prefer to text. And he ruddy has to use Digi when I'm on Maxis. Bleh. Cost me more cents. *hehe* With the amount of money for each text I send him, I could send it to KT or anyone else overseas (till February - since Maxis is having a 20 cents international SMS promotion now).

Then again, money doesn't matter because it's lurrrrrve right?

Well, no. It ruddy matters. *hehe*

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I finally got the hire-purchase agreement today from AmFinance. Although I got the car on the 3rd of December, the agreement is dated 8th. I like! What a coincidence. I was hoping to get the car on October 8th but didn't work out - but my agreement is on the 8th. *la la la* It doesn't make any sense to you but it's something to me lah. 8 is my number, man! I guess before the year is over, I may need to go for the first car service! Still a bit sakit hati especially today when I see a brand new Picanto on the road driven by the SA to JPJ (I assume, since there's no number plate...only a temporary one) - but I've learned to let go.

I love my little car. *vroom vroom* It is truly all mine. *hehe*
Now I wait for mom to get me those mats/sheets/what nots for the back seat then off we (Brinkley and I) go to KL. Want to take him for a grooming session. There's none available in Seremban...any good places in KL? I want him to look all handsome (although he's already all handsome! *hehe*). Contemplating studio photos! *haha* Crazy nut. Don't think he would sit still for the camera man tho'...perhaps I should just take the picture on my own like this ---->

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Ooooo! I think this is my longer entry ever. I thought I had more to write but am just tired now...

I learnt throughout these two days of "self torture" (giving myself heart aches) that when I take it easy, it will all come naturally. It will all fall into place. It will all work out. When you take your expectations out of things...your high expectations, you'd feel you are truly blessed. When you try too hard, you expect too much, you get hurt too easily. Release the clutched fists around the reigns that you think are controlling your life and you will be directed to a peace. I'm babbling, perhaps. But I'm just noting what I've learnt. Learn to truly be at peace, learn the true meaning of love, learn to set priorities right.

New toy

Hmm...could just hear surprised voices from friends, "Again?!!"

I finally got the Zire 72s today. *la la la*



Sold off my Zire 71 to carrot from KVPUG and to think this is the first time I meet someone from the internet without much qualms. *yikes!* But he seemed really nice so t'was alright - at least I feel that the PDA would be in good hands. Y'know lah I'm actually quite a sentimental freak even with things.

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Perhaps this is what they call depression? Loss of appetite, just feel like sleeping, unmotivated, sad...

Birthday boys!

Anson and Benson. *hehe*

They share the same birth day - exactly a year apart.



Had a celebration at RSGC - felt really awkward because I don't know most of his friends that were there, I only know a handful of them and Nicole was the only one I could actually have a decent, frank conversation with. With the others it's more of like an obligation to be nice. I know I sound very mean but it's just how I feel. Perhaps it's just the different lifestyle they have and different conversation topics.

Went back home only at about 4am "yesterday" - it was terrible! So tired the whole day today. Talk about getting old! And with his golfing friends around, I couldn't escape the "birthday dance". So pai seh! I wish the floor would just open up and swallow me whole. Gee! I guess it's not that fair to say the party wasn't good. *haha!* Perhaps I'm just not made for the "entertaining" part - so I felt kekok the whole night. Am glad he had fun - and Ben, too. Lots of oysters - alas! I don't take 'em. Talk about wasted huh? There were salmon, white tuna, oysters - since he works in a food company that imports/sell all these things. Yummy salmon!

Another long week of 10am to 9pm! JS is on leave this week again.

Only after a week plus getting FeR-bile, I've already clocked in 580km! Ooooo! Thanks to the car being taken from KL itself and this weekend's trip.
I wonder when is the next time I'll see him again. Yesterday was the first time in a month. And to think we are only an hour apart. Sad is it not?

God is good!

Our CGs are having the annual "I'll be home for Christmas" event next week. I have no one to invite. *hehe* It's a bit difficult since this year's event is going to be on a Saturday instead of Friday - I'm working next Saturday!

God's been good, really good. Time and time again I've been reminded of His faithfulness and I feel so useless for failing Him. I'm thankful that He does not care about what I've not done for Him but instead, for the things that I can do for Him. It never crossed my mind that I'll be in the ushering team, not something I was geared for. And here...I'll be ushering on Christmas day. I wonder if I have to find a replacement(?) since the choir will be performing on that day. Hmmm...

I was actually quite disappointed when I couldn't get the Picanto. I was upset, I was sulking. I didn't want to take a locally made car. Well, well...I do believe everything happens for a reason.

1. My parents left for US
This is one of the main reason why I didn't work elsewhere. Because this house would then be empty. I couldn't leave Seremban because I'd have to take care of Brinkley...to rent a place, I would need to think of how to fit Brinkley in. I would have to take a house, which is a hassle! If I want to stay out of home, I'd rather get an apartment.

2. I didn't get through the 2nd interview for SIA
Perhaps you could say I'm a "sore loser" but I feel that it was God's gentle reminder of the things I promised Him. I remember just before going for the interview that I promised Uncle Dick that I would help out in ushering. I also told Janice that I could help out with dance ministry when I start my new job. I did mention as well that I may have more time (if the worship ministry wants me) to try out for the worship team. So all these things I've said I wanted to do for God when I start my new job - which supposedly gave me more free time. I got over excited on being called for the interview I completely forgot my own promises.

3. The Picanto didn't come
When I finally decided I couldn't wait anymore (or rather, the registration plate), I switched to getting a Kelisa, reluctantly. I was still sore and when I hear other people in the autoworld forum getting their picanto's...I was dead jealous, okay! I know it's just a car but still! I was waiting for 6 months!
I'm not a person who watches news, okay. I'm one lazy ignorant bum. Somehow I've been watching the news before getting the kelisa and there it was...world news. So many things happening in the world that made me realise there are more important things than a car (since I was so clouded by my own wants)! I asked God for a car, so a car it is! I should be really grateful! Plus, I finish my loan in 5 years. That's good!

A lot of things happen for a reason we may not understand or see now...we may come to realise it later. He is trying to teach me new things each and every day...only if I'm willing to learn.

Leaving

Mom's leaving this Friday. I don't know what to feel. I feel guilty/ungrateful because frankly, I don't feel sad or anything (I'm supposed to, no?). Don't get me wrong, I'm not exactly happy that she's leaving either. I know I didn't spend much time with her but I couldn't help it - what's with work and all, especially for the month of December when JS decides to take 3 weeks' break (alternate weeks, thankfully!). Will be meeting up with korkor for dinner tomorrow. Now this is another sad thing, that there couldn't be any proper and complete family reunion.

Mom would only be coming back after a year when she leaves this time.

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GAH! Jo is going around spreading evil stories about me. *haha*
I would like to clarify to my dear girlfriends in KL that I did not, in any way or ever use the "smelly car" tactic to let others know "subtly" that I've got FeR-bile! *haha*
Oh! And talk behind my back summore huh! With friends like these, who needs enemies? (Quote loaned from Roe)

Just gotta love this message from Sze-Mien for her creativeness!

"not terra?? like i told em: fer now got bling bling, got click click, got vroom vroom, tak terra then who more terra? oh, jo also added dat u got muaks muaks! ü"

Speaking of "muaks muaks", it's "muaks muaks" birthday this Saturday. Ben's birthday is also on the same day, so they are exactly a year apart.

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I'm going to sound all conservative or old-fashioned but I do believe that social-status gaps do exist and it could determine whether a relationship would work or not. Really.
When I watch those old movies, I go "Pffft! Who cares?" when they show family protests when it comes to rich-boy-poor-girl or rich-girl-poor-boy (eg. from mom's favourite Hindi show, Bobby/i). Now, it still didn't matter when it comes to money but it's the lifestyle that would not work between two different classes - and that would be a problem.

Emotional Roller Coaster

Feel that it isn't so right anymore. It doesn't fit right in anymore. It wouldn't work out anymore. So many tears - unexplained. Every little thing triggers this choky feeling from your heart and then the next minute you know, tears are welling up your eyes. *bawls!*

Or maybe it's just because my hormones are doing a circus show right now.

May want to go to the PC Fair this coming weekend. Anyone wants to go or planning to go? I don't know how to get to PWTC. *haha* The last time I went there was in korkor's car when we went there to pick up SK after her exam. I know Star LRT has a PWTC stop but wonder if the station is right smack in PWTC or outside the building.

Currently feel like crying again, for no reason. Don't know why...

This is it

Well, well...although I couldn't get the car I REEEEEALLY wanted, I guess I'm pretty happy seeing this being on the road already - finally!

Then again, at least I have a shorter repayment time. *yay*

This would mean a certain amount of money HAS to be set aside every month to pay the bank. *sigh*

So far so good with it. I know it's not a new number plate (what's the running plate now in Wilayah? WMK?) Doesn't matter-lah if the registration is a bit back-dated. As long as it's mine! *la la la la*

Tomorrow

Perhaps I would have something to write about tomorrow.

My favourite word at the moment is "perhaps".

It's been a terrible week! 11 hours a day for 3 days straight and today, 12 hours. I'm glad tomorrow is Friday because JS would finally be working (I can't work Fridays because I've got CG - unless he REALLY has an emergency, I don't work on Fridays) after his long break. One week down, two more to go. Two more weeks of this kind of torture to go. Yay. What a wonderful way to end the year - turn into a mad, forced-workaholic. And there isn't any extra money - I'm doing him a favour in hope that he will also stand by for me when I need to take off days.

Am sooo tired. Although there is no work tomorrow, I have to wake up early. This isn't just any "forced-to-wake-up-early-on-a-non-working-day" kind of day. It's special. *beams*