If he could speak...

he would run away.

he would tell you how much it hurts when each time you open your mouth to speak to him, it's always abuse.

he would tell you, "So what if I stink?"

he would tell you that's not stink, that's just him.

he would tell you to leave him alone.

he would tell you to bug off.

he would tell you, you are a cruel person.

he would tell you he never liked you.

he would tell you that he's had enough.

he would tell you that he wants to leave.

I feel very sad when Brinkley didn't do anything to deserve the hurts. Whenever dad sees him, he keeps saying he stinks. I don't find that he stinks. I like his doggy smell. Even if I bathed Brinkley, dad would STILL say he stinks. He would whack his head, pinch his stomach. I would rather bring Brinkley to KL. We could both live on bread.
I'm sorry I hadn't enough time and attention for you since I started my new job. I'll try harder. I'll make more effort to not be so selfish. I would wake up earlier and sleep later, okay? I'm still adjusting. Give me some time. I wish I could take you to some place where we could play catch. Real catch. For you to run more than the mere few metres at home. Soon.

A month flew by.

An agonizing one. *heh*

Been working past 3 Sundays.

Okay, my secret is now revealed. I bumped into HuiPing in Pyramid yesterday. I am guilty for spending ALL my free time meeting Anson and not with any cousins or friends. *heh* We were there because he had to get some documents printed at the office. Uhm...but being in Pyramid was to eat. *heh*

I've to work on Raya. I celebrate Deepavali though. *hehe* Colleague's a Muslim. Naturally he would want to claim his public holidays. During the 6months-to-a-1year probation period, we've to compromise on who gets to claim their public holidays. I (had no choice) work Raya to bring the replacement holiday into December when mom comes back. I can't apply for any off days, you see.

Don't ask me how/why I came to experience the effects of midazolam injection but whoa! Less than 30 seconds...welcome to La-La land! In fact, perhaps less than 10 seconds after the injection. Maybe you just need to count 1,2,3...zzzZZZzzz!!!

Room's a pain to keep. I feel that job is tiring me out. No time, no time! GAH!!!
Actually, I DO have the time. It's just that I'm plain lazy. I blame it on the daily travelling. I leave house at 6am to get to work at 7am. I leave work at 3pm to reach home at 4pm. By the time 4.30pm comes, I am in La-La land. When I wake up from my "nap", I see that I've spent 5 hours sleeping. I wake up to some food and back to sleep. If I leave for work at 1pm, I sleep in until 11am. *haha!* Because I leave work at 10pm to reach home at 11pm. Pig. Me!

Water rationing still on. It's a BIG PAIN! On days I feel energetic enough to get chores done, no water! On days I feel so bummed out, got water! AGHHHHHHH!!!

Yesterday I got my first pay cheque. That is another big hole in the head. I've got the money in the account and the bankcard to go with it. I have no pin number because they decide to take their own sweet time to send it to me. *heh*

I found out that I owe Maxis RM300 for my phone bill. Didn't I pay them last month?! They said I didn't. I'm trying to track back on my bill payments. Hmmmph.

After about 3 months not receiving TNB's bill, bill came up to RM200 plus! All these people! Trying to kill me at one go!

Notice for renewal of insurance came yesterday. Almost RM1.2k!!! I didn't know that I print money with this new job of mine. Hmmmph!

I shouldn't have spent money renewing this. *haha* I don't even have time (read : lazy) to upload the photos that were "lost".

Today got water. Feeling quite energetic. Better get started. Toodles.

Great!

Everything's gone! Only up to March. GREAT! I'm so lazy to put up those outings, birthdays and all - this has got to happen. I've got photos but no backup of what I wrote. GREAT!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!! Malas lah kalau nak buat semula!

First day of work. Okay lah but tiring. Was drowsy driving here and there. Leaving the house at 6.30am is not something I've done for a loooooong time okay!