I very the old is it?

Do I look that haggard?!

Have I got gazillions of wrinkles on my face?

First was the, "How many years are you older than Anson?"

Then, "Oh! He's older than you ah!"

Then there was a time when one asked me my age and I said I am 30. The fella just nodded(!!!!!).

Comes the question about getting hitched. It's either lots of people are getting married or it's just that I'm more sensitive to it because a lot of people are bombarding me with the same question, "When are you getting married?" Then again, lots of kenalan these days getting married.

In 2005
November 26th - TC & Brandon
December 17th - Mearn & Uncle Pierre

In 2006
Siow & KY
LeeYen & CT
HongHui & ChoiFong

I told JoFo today that we need to get married soon to "get back" some angpow money! *haha* I'm going all broken inside out lah! Piggy bank also all dried up!

Oh! Not to mention since I'm working in this new place, almost ALL the girls are lining up to get married. For sure I will get the invitation for their kenduri (yummy nasi minyak!!!) but then again it means getting gifts (they don't hing money packets mer!).

This year it's Sher - the Business Exec.
Next year it's Effa, Jue, Zura, Fiza, Yan, Ros(?? I know she's engaged ady) and Hana.
Practically fighting for time off slot to get married. Whoa!

Just because the average age of getting hitched at current work place is about 23, they have to keep asking me when am I getting married?! Blergh!!!

I want my own apartment. Have girls night out. Sleepovers. Par-tays! *hehe* Movie nights. Make-over nights. See!!! For those who wish to be invited to these parties, please contribute to "Give FeR her own apartment" fund. *hehe* This is actually for the "special" girls in my life - LyeChan, JoFo, Sze-Mien, LiMay, Hoey, HuiPing. I didn't include Siow - she's getting married next year, so no girly nights for her. She's gotta cook for her hubby. *haha*

Can't take it anymore

Korkor said, "Be strong."

Mom said, "Be patient."

I'm already half dead from the bout of diarrhoea I've been getting, I don't need more shit when I'm home, right?
Already the dog's no where to be seen on a rainy night, he caned the poor guy when he finally came back.
I don't want to die alone, lonely, without family.
I believe family is family. No matter what. You can't be too calculative with family.

And what the heck is "people say you're afraid of your boyfriend?"
And "it's a shameful thing because you're a graduate?"
And "paktor dou hou chi lei gom yong sui?!!!"

Things don't make sense anymore.
That's why I made the wrong move.
To shout and yell back. All the things I told mom I would keep quiet about.

I want to go to bed.

I want to celebrate korkor's birthday.

I want to take part in a close cousin's wedding.

That's all I want. At the moment.

There's no pick and choose for family. If you want to "choose out" all those who have used you, hurt you, irritated you, ignored you, belittled you, disgusted you, etc - you'd have no one left. I don't want to be like that. There's almost nothing unforgivable with family.

Which one?

Ipod 30GB?

Ipod Nano?

30GB? Nano?

Nano's as big as my phone but much slimmer, of course!

The new ipod is slightly smaller than my Zire and half the width.

Initially the ipod didn't appeal to me because it was big. Now...hmmmm...

Keat! You made me contemplate! Grrr...!!!

I will have to be a bit more patient. May go check it out before "placing an order" through mom (most prolly Manda or Emily would be helping mom through the process of it! *hehe*)

Nano's about USD229 and 30GB is about USD269 after the student's discount.

Hmmm...

USD40 gives me 26GB more!!!

Blergh.